I was in a mental ward when the Australian Port Arthur massacre happened. On the first night of my stay I could not get to sleep due to sleep deprivation. I could not get to sleep and in the three hours that I tried to get to sleep I had twice gone out and told staff that I needed help. On both occasions they told me to go back to my room and they would be in shortly. The third time I went out my head was in much agony and it felt like it was being pulled in a thousand different ways by individual unseen wires.

I had watched on shows on TV when patients had become violent that doctors and nurses would pin them down and give them a needle and in desperation and anger for the staffs blatant disregard of me and my situation I went out to see them the third time. This time I said, “If you are not in my room with enough medication to get me to sleep in the next half an hour I am going to come back and get very violent with as many of you that I have to until you knock me out.”

I was rocking back in forth in agony looking for a way to find a weapon and trying not to go stark raving mad with the pressure in my head when a nurse took about six times calling my name to get my attention. She told me she had two pills for me and they would allow me to get to sleep and I took them and she was right, they knocked me out.

While I stayed at the hospital the TV played the Port Arthur massacre and they could not get enough of it. The coverage went on day after day and every time they aired it they said the most dangerous words any hurting twisted guy could hear. “This is a world record.”

Can I tell you from the perspective of a guy who suffers a mental illness and has been though a lot of personal emotional pain in his life, that one of the most dangerous things you can put in the mind of a person that is angry with the world is “world record.”

I cannot fathom why the media are allowed to use those words and set every potential killers minds on the thought of training up and beating the world record before shooting themselves. I might have a mental illness but I am not stupid and the press coverage of this latest incident saying this is the worst university massacre that the United States has seen and the worst single massacre the United States has seen has simply been stupidity and asking for a bigger and better massacre, one that would now beat the current record.

Already there are hundred of people in the world chewing over how they would do a bigger job then this one and it is plainly obvious to me that this current killer had knocked so many people to the ground with his bullets that he clearly thought he had set the new world record before shooting himself.

With all of what is within me, I know for a fact, that this man would not have shot himself until he thought he had beaten Port Arthur and if hell gets any reports from this side of the grave he will be a little upset down there that his mission had failed in this one vital respect.

The death of innocent people does effect me, don’t get me wrong, but I find that the people with the power and the authority in this world have got all those 33 peoples innocent blood on their hands.

The media should never say world record and the good people of the world should revolt and say this kind of reporting in not accepted.The current massacre is not the biggest massacre your country will witness nor is it the last one that will happen. The media of the world and the governments of the world that allow them to broadcast such stupid comments as United states biggest massacre are going to be held in account by God himself for the future carnage.

Over 700,000 innocent Iraq citizens have died in this stupid war on terror that Bush has started with the descendants of Abrahams first born son, and God is quite happy that 33 peoples deaths has struck fear into the American people. My God is both a God of justice and a God of mercy and the American government is still one that practices the death sentence and the God of Abraham is still a God that will in many ways judge the innocent in the United States of America for their ungodly war with Iraq and occupation.

I have to laugh at the President of the United States, with all his wisdom and advisers and as big as his army is, he is still out of control.

God rules this earth, and it is appointed once for every man to die and after death come their judgement. Yesterday 33 people had an appointment with God and went on to either heaven or hell to spend eternity. We can cry over this or we can make a loud noise to governments to put a ban on the media using such provoking words in their news broadcasts.

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God looks at the hearts of every man and ways up the motives behind every good and bad thing he does and for the people that are evil yet thinking they are good their will come a day of reckoning. George W Bush is going to have his time before the courts of heaven and God is his judge, and on that day I am afraid he will have great fear as he is led off to a place where suffering cannot be a strong enough word.

Make a protest, This foolish reporting must stop.

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